Stolen Heart

2009-11-09T21:29:00.000-08:00

Now i know what it means by being realistic certains things cannot be force. This world is all about real stuff...would you rather give up a thousand dollar to 2 thousand job or would you stick to something which you like but you cannot survive on it? You get a pay of less than thousand a month even before deduction of daily spending, CPF ect and you work like mad from morning till night 7 days a week all occupied only resting on alternate days.

When everyone is having their holidays you are there pushing sales and working like hell but no increment. If you were me which do you pick? Your passion? Or get a realistic? I blame myself for not finding out my path clearer but wats there to regret now? I have to move forward i cannot put the things i have learn to a waste because you have no idea how bad i felt deep in me.

I finally understand that its true experience matters more than anything. In certain industry they don't even want to see your cert all they want is you have lots of experiece. I dunno if i might go back to study but this will definately depends on how work is like and if it requires me to do so than i think i will.

2009-06-21T22:42:00.000-07:00

Blur picture due to Angel turning here n there

Im enjoying every lesson and im very much paying attention as well as doing my assignment. I can't wait to get my Cert and apply for an ideal job whenever i see a post in strait times..please wait for me alright just give me another 8 months or so. Well me and him both are craving very much for salmom sashimi and finally we went to try out the Ramen Ten and i wasn't disappointed because they are not selfish with the cut of the fishes haha. It is really in big pieces the serving aren't selfish at all and we really enjoy ourseleves alot.

On Saturday i was actually waiting for the arrival of my bag that i ordered online which he bought it for me but it wasn't here and arrived on sunday out of surprise. I thought that they do not do deliveries on sunday but i was wrong they do that whenever there is too much shipment. I wanna get a cosmetic kitty bag for my stuff but its hard to find something big, light, and nice. Boxes are tidy n neat but they are extremely heavy and i get muscle cramps every lesson. I have decided to use something lighter so that i will have a happy day ahead or i will feel very tired.

I will share more of my classes pictures when i capture more of it and anyway i don't think i will go for sakura buffet for my birthday we might be going somewhere elses already. Still yet to decided but well i just wanna be happy on my day.

2009-06-14T23:28:00.000-07:00

Finally completed my assignment last night. I did 5 pieces of worksheet and decorated 2 sets of eyelash which is 4 different style. This week will be another interesting lesson on lip and concealing every lesson i am so interested and yes this will go on and on till i complete and find a job. I also wanna thank him for buying me 4 bags one shot haha i know i have been spending and also i really like spending time with you anyway don't be bullied by the stupid fatty k.

I have found my next model for next month which is my granny cos tis time round i need someone older and she agreed to help me hee~well i'm now counting down to my birthday which i really feel excited about it. It is not that i like people spending money on me but also i like the feeling of being surprised especially when its something i really like. Even if its something feel with sincerity i will feel really touched as this is not what money can buy with.

Anyway i went Sakura international buffet with him last Friday to test out the food and i really like it there its like $25 per person and you can get to eat many different kind of cusine. It is located at Tampines Safra and i believe they should have some more outlets which i dunno where but i took some pictures to share. Perhaps when i go again i will take more pictures~~

2009-06-11T06:12:00.000-07:00

Today was a quite last minute make up session on eyebrow and luckily my cousin keep to rescue me to be my model and i'm very greatful to her. Haha and yes its my first product on eyebrow plucking and drawing of eyebrow. I also did some touch up and blusher but not yet on eye and lips. I hope it doesn't look too bad and also if you happen to see this post and willing to be my model do let me know too. I might need people when last minute thing just come out suddenly. I have just completed one of my worksheet assignment but i got 3 more to go for this week. I have also yet to collect my cert and perhaps i'm going over tomorrow..i'm just too tired, lazy and reluctant to go back to that school.

2009-06-07T00:49:00.000-07:00

kitty accessory box

Kitty mirror

Personal make up items

Make up box for sch & professional used
Inside of the box
Our sch recommand shu uemura curler so i bought one for lesson use

A set of 22 brushes

Popteen July series

Without accessoriesWith accessories

nice wedges hee~~

i Love this heel~~

My Fat Doggy

random pic~~

I have been buying lots of heels online and its really expensive as i have a huge foot so i gotta buy something with larger size and my feet really cant fit into small sizes it will hurt a lot and i use to get lots of blister. Anyway i would miss the july series of popteen due to grandfather's funeral but he was sweet to secretly reserved a copy for me and i was happy that i went to pick it up yesterday.

I also finally manage to buy my make up box for my stuff to bring to school as it is really a lot and weighs about 6kg to 7kg as you can see the amount of things and brushes that i need to carry along. I have finally got my first assignment and i have completed it but it cause me some time to complete as we gotta be creative.

I realise i have been buying none stop but i left out something which is bag. It has been a long time since i buy a new bag but for now i need to save a bit first if not i have already spent a lot of money for my school of make up. I really enjoy the lesson and manage to make new friends even though it can be tiring due to long hours. At least now i'm doing something i like i hope to complete and get the cert successfully and i know it will be tough.

2009-06-07T00:44:00.000-07:00

My Grandfather has passed away @ 28/05/09 and i cried alot..i saw him suffering a lot throughout his cancer sickness. I felt super heartpain and so do my family members. I missed him alot and hope he will be fine in the other world. Humans are so fragile and i felt like we just come and go so sudden. I actually expected him to leave at a later time perhaps september or october but he didn't. He always pray and hope to leave another few more years but he jus didn't had the life to do so. My grandma is utimately that she cry so much and whenever i see her crying i will cry too. I thank Sharon for attending his wake and may god bless everyone's health.

2009-05-07T22:21:00.000-07:00

Sharon & Stella

Sharon & me

Sharon look like a kid here haha

Stella & me

It was quite long after my last post and immediately after the last post the next day i saw ***** and i felt why let me see*****again. I actually set next to ***** in the cinema and it spoil my day i tried so hard to concentrate and enjoy the movie i know i shouldnt be affected by *****however if you were me and you know who im refering to you will feel this way too.

Yesterday i was happy meeting up with my friends again even though one didnt make it. We still did have fun right haha..i hope we will have more of this in future because it is always very long later than we will meet once. Yesterday went to Thai express with them the food was not bad but i felt not really worth it cos its quite ex and i would rather go new york it will be better. We also went shopping and spent lots of time chatting, choosing and giving comment for things to buy. I also saw some clothings i like when we went to myphosis but thinking that i have just spent $267 for 3 pair of shoes i am really heartbroken and regreted my actions. Well what to do??its already spent but i will remind myself to be more careful.

2009-04-24T05:32:00.000-07:00

Hey Guess wat? Im starting school soon..just in about 1 months time and im excited but at the same time afraid. I know i will meet new people and make new friends and im not sure if im up to it but i promise that i will not give up and do my best to complete the course. Recently i have also made a break through, as i alway say tat i will go for jogging but i never do it and this time round i really did it and its by myself.

I felt tat it is really different from the last time when i was still young we dun have to think of any problems but everyday is just a playing day other than going to school. Now as i grow older there are more and more problems i need to handle myself and more and more things to do or to think about. Of course there will be good and bad but i really hope things will turn out fine for me and i hope to meet good people and not anyone like ***** haha. Even though i know that i will not see ***** again but im still afraid that i might meet people like ***** again haha.

Anyway i have a list of things to do or to buy again and i need about 300 plus to purchase the things i wan..of cos i know i shouldnt be spending so much as i will be starting school soon and need money to buy materials I will save before spending and getting the things i wan. Business is really bad for me and i hope that it will come back soon if not i will be broke soon.

2009-04-05T23:14:00.000-07:00

It has been long ever since our friends took new print together. Recently i found some old new prints in my drawer and thought of the times we use to spend together. I also found 1 new print which i took with him when we first met. Anyway everything has ended for me and i guess its a new beginning for many. I am still thinking what to do first and i can feel that even though my parents already agree to what will i be studying in future but i know they still feel pain for the money that will be involved. I can feel that my mum keep asking me to go to work but i am not ready for work yet. In fact im a little afraid of my new life with a cert like that, many use to say that girls with little education is alright but inside me i will still feel worried. Maybe one day i will get use to it but definately not now yet as i feel that im still young and many things is not done yet.

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

2009-03-31T00:21:00.001-07:00

MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Family search - Family history

Random post

2009-03-29T06:23:00.000-07:00

This helps to clear my face

My Dad complain that my key & Hp got too much accessoriess hee but i like=)

Pink eyeshadow like the one anna sui is selling

My rashes almost gone

Angel Falling asleep

The bun i tie..

oh ya after a long waiting not only the results will be out soon but also the poly posting..i have never thot that i will go on to poly knowing that my grade is not good but well i have plans for myself. This Friday went to meet some friends and catch up with social chatting but it was quite sudden and i realise it is really long before we last met. Anyway i think i have put on weight as not only my friends say so but also my bf, relatives and those who are close to me so i promise i have decided to really lose weight.

I'm really so in love with trying different make up buying different girly stuff and anything that gotta do with beauty i love them so much. I actually like spending time with people who love things like that too. Sharon and me use to talk about all this and i think one of this day got to ask her out for a talk. I love to share beauty tips too if i know them i also like to dress up alot not only for myself but for others as well. I think i will go bonkers like that..well this will cost me alot to spend.

Things are reallyz getting more expensive and i fall for another pair of shoes again i think it will cost me another 100 plus or even more but i dun care cos i will really like it haha. I'm also thinking should i go for a haircut but not cutting it short but triming the ends. I also need to cut my fringe and do a colour or 2 tone but maybe not now or i might change my decision again.

Angel got her furcut recently and she look very gong ahah but i like it cos i can once again see her eyes and its is easier to maintain. I always like to carry her whenever she has short fur cos its nice to touch but we kept her ear hair long so that i could tie it for her.

2009-03-22T23:24:00.000-07:00

sad! grandfather is so sick~~it hurts to see him this way and not being able to help him at all. Recently we have been visiting him very often and whenever i see him each time i feel he is getting slimmer. Well what to do~~this is life but for now at least we could make him happy and massage him when he needs it. I will like to go out too i been staying at home to frequent and this will make me go mad. But i am the one who cannot do window shopping, if i sees something i like i have to buy it if not i will really be sad.

I have bought a cream which is intro by my aunt she say this brand is good and i have been looking for something not to expensive but good for blackheads, imperfection and blemishes ect..as i think different areas of face should need different medication. My forehead is getting from bad to worse just like the last time when i went to thailand due to bad weather i got this very bad pimple like dots poping out my forehead and face. It looks really horrifying haha

This time round it just my forehead and i think i will be going to see a doctor tomorrow and ask for the dabbing lotion i use the last time. Anyway i also need a eye cream for puffy eyes and panda eyes lol..i need somebody to intro me something good and not too expensive as i have spend on something really expensive and im rather broke.

2009-03-08T06:09:00.000-07:00

Im Pretty excited about MAC COSMETIC WITH A JOINT OF HELLO KITTY im wondering how much will it cost. I actually saw it quite a while ago in a tv programme in taiwan and was wondering when will it come to singapore i really badly want it so much and hope it doesn't cost a bomb. I was telling my mum about it and finally it came to Singapore with umlimited haha..i hope next celebration he can buy me something like that lol..

Tadah................

This week wasn't nice for me except going out with him on thursday to this interesting place at orchard. He told me it was restaurant atmostphere but food court pricing and i didn't believe when i saw the entrance it was really nice. It is actually a food court but selling all Japanese food and i really enjoyed myself. Yesterday went out with my uncle and aunty to Jurong point as it was extended to a bigger mall with more things before going over to grandma's place and i was happy mummy bought me a pair of beautiful slipper like sandals with bling bling on it and also bought me 2 pair or stockings which i like it a lot too.

After buying a pair of super nice shoes that i like a lot which cost me $119 I didn't buy myself things recently as i am really saving up for bad times. I wanna work hard so that i could support myself and at the same time buy the things i like as i use to spend more than saving. Im gald that he found a job and will be graduating this year so that financial wise will be good. Something that i am not really happy is that im afraid we will have no time for each other when working life starts but i promise to think for him.

2009-02-17T03:16:00.000-08:00

Self Shot

Beautiful roses

Sweet Pink!

How Sweet! Valentine is over and was celebrated very nicely i do enjoy it as much as he does. We spend our time at parkway than proceed to the beach in the evening. We ate Kenny Rogers for dinner and well it was great and beach was pack with tents haha i think it was warm to pitch tent there. He was nice he bought roses and present for me which i thought i will not receive this year as i told him not to spend money i knew he was broke but her never fail to give surprises. However, Nafa also over~~but i'm suffering right now i have never had muscle pain so badly before..i don't know if i hurt myself or isit because too long never exercise..i guess is hurt of muscle as last time it won't hurt so badly till i have problems sitting down and getting up. Last night when i turn my body i had problems do it as it was so stiff..very pain ah~~

Anyway my next target it to loose alot of weight i think good food is hard to resist and i have put on too much weight. Even though he say he will still be the same to me no matter what i become but than again i have no confident if i continue this way. First loose a 5kg than continue to loose another 5kg than another 3kg will be just nice.

2009-01-14T23:16:00.000-08:00

HELLO~~tmr will be having practical for AOA and it will be the 2nd last paper for AOA after this it will be left with excel and im so gald about it. Anyway i wish everyone good luck in the paper tmr. I finally know what i will be doing after graduating and this is definately the right choice for me as i know its my passion to do so but i will study or work double hard for this. If i do not excel in this area i must be very stupid or shall i say really left with nothing that i can do. I think i will only blog about what will i be doing after i graduate.

2008-12-18T21:28:00.000-08:00

Hi Everyone, finally im back from Beijing..the weather there super cold and even though this time was more of sight seeing than shopping but i still did enjoy myself a lot but of cos i miss Angel n You ok. Going in a group of 17 whom are all my family members was really fun. My skin was so dry and it peel off very badly but luckly my face was still ok. This time round shopping time was really short and it is more of sovenirs available until the very last 2 days than i manage to shop for some clothings, accessories and ect..Well~~below are some pictures to share and i shall not elborate too much on the trip as there are too many things to talk about if i emphasize more and also i will not post what i have bought...i will just pick some pictures to share..enjoy~~

Cute panda!!

My Brother

My cousin and me

can u spot me?

2008-12-05T07:31:00.000-08:00

Hey Guess what i think i have found my path hehe~~and i like being with u...

Anyway i almost lost my dog today i was so scared to hell man! She run off just after my mum comb her fur and wanted to bring her for a walk. This was what happen..my mum said to her, "gel lets go gai gai". Immediately off she went just as usual but guess what this time round, she wasn't waiting at the lift..she went off and we dunno where she went to...My mum panic when she never see her there and immediately she shouted for me and i didn't hear her until after a while, as i was in the home and in my room. I shouted, "yes"? WHAT? than she replied Angel gone la gone la..than i panic~~i ran out of my room and i ask her what what what Angel go where?

Than she told me what happen!! i really scare to hell i went running very fast and i was praying very hard to find her...i ran to the carpark and search i kept shouting for her but couldn't see her at all. At the point of time i am almost crying already i didnt even care how i look or how loud i shouted i went down searching for her and still couldn't find her. Do you know i was really very affected by than. After that i told myself she could not have gone far during such a short time, so i decided to go from level 1 to level 6 and search floor by floor and heng before i reach level 6 which is the level i stay i found her at level 5 and in my heart was like THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LETTING ME FIND HER!! This lesson really tell my not to trust this crazy dog~

some random photos of her recently!

2008-11-25T21:28:00.000-08:00

Today there was this 2 ladies that come down to have a talk with my class about brooks university of T&H which is the field of hospitality and tourism management. I know they have different schools such as biz management but they seems to focus more on T&H. I really have no idea what do i wanna study as i came to understand even though i might love T&H but it is a shift work field which during christmas or public holiday ect..you might still have to be working and although working in casino the pay is really attractive i still do not know what do i want. Can somebody talk to me about this and give me some advise as this time round it concern a large sum of money and i know my my parents aren't very supportive of me. I do hope they change the idea of this i know i am not good in my studies but out there you still need to have cert to survive.

2008-11-16T05:45:00.001-08:00

Wonder what is this? haha my dad say its ''bai fen''

anyway its face mask from clarins as my cousin is working there so she gave me a few pack so i can dote on my face

super small mahjong set for handy use!

The cute bear Niven gave to us and this is mine the rest are different color and design i choose this because closest looking to Angel as the colour is brown hehe

Recently i found out mahjong is really addictive to people whom knows how to play. Now every saturday we have mahjong therapy at either my house or my ah ee place till very late at night but i won't hesitate to go to bed if i need to. Of cos i am not involved as i know nothing about mahjong so i will just do my things, watch tv or surf the net. Its great to having darling to accompany me and make my day hee~~ Anyway he is really busy recently and i will have to understand that he is having his exam. I would say that he is really very hardworking he can even sacrifice sleep for study. Good for you and good luck to your exams and i really want you to score well~

2008-11-05T04:43:00.000-08:00

Dunno why today my lower back just felt so uncomfortable...i dun feel like going to sch tmr man i am feeling tired and i need a break to sleep to do my things and to rest. I suddenly feel like studying private due to some advantages such as not needing to study too long and also more freedom. Of course i still wanna apply poly as my choice but it feels like really hard to get in as you will have to snatch a place with the O level students. Well~~we'll see it when it comes..i just wanna end the projects and exams soon so that friends and myself can take a break..i have been wondering where will i be 2 more years will i still be studying or working? I seriously don't wanna work so soon as i am one who cannot face nasty superior..OH DARLING PLEASE SUPPORT ME FOR THIS LIFE!! OKOK? U STUDY HARD AND GET YOUR CERT ALRIGHT?? JUST IN CASE I DIE AS LEAST THERE IS A U SUPPORTING ME ...

Realising the fact

2008-11-04T06:04:00.000-08:00

I have alot to feel this 2 days..the worst people i ever met and i do not know why will i came across ppl like that which is unreasonable, horrible and not nice. I am really feeling not nice and i have lots to suffer more hopefully stocks can be clear soon. Am i really suppose to give up or should i continue even my dad say i can't do that and have to bear with it, but do u think i can if you were me and things like that happen how do you think you will react...i know it is all about pride but for this it really matters alot especially to ppl that are extremely unreasonable.

2008-11-01T00:58:00.000-07:00

Angel the Fury Cushion

What a boring day! Neither am i feeling like going out nor spending money..recently im broke i spend to much money on gifts and also on things for own liking. I think i will just go for movie and than head back home after dinner, anyway daddy and ah ee they all must be off for dry swimming therapy again how addicted can that be i am definately not a majong person cos i can't play and neither i want to learn..perhaps next time..i dunno..

2008-10-30T19:54:00.000-07:00

JUST FOR LAUGH

Hello! Posting in school again hehe good news Mr Aw had help me to settle the stuff im so gald now the same problem happening to Sharon..her holiday also clash with AOA test. Lol also so zhun anyway today she show me something she created on her blog which shows herself in the 60s lol it was so funny and i think im going to create one and see how will i look haha..

2008-10-30T11:40:00.000-07:00

I have decided to create back a blog again. I did the templates in school i might change the templates again when im free. It is really boring doing work which we are not interested in. In the meanwhile still waiting for Mr Aw to give me Good nEWs i really hope he could help me if not i will not be able to travel in Peace. WHY so Zhun must Test Date clash with holiday hais my mum is saded so am i! Anyway good luck to him* for his resume writing im sorry that i didnt help much but i really didn't mean to be so careless hehe...I am really looking forward towards the end of the course which means walking towards a new beginning again without ITE and old friends. I am really afraid due to my character which is not sociable i will have problems making new friends where ever i go. Nvm anyway as long as being what i am should overcome this problem as true self will show as time goes by but i hope i will not meet someone nasty or double headed...